The pains is real. So is the tears. But the worst thing is i can't say a word about it. Guess I will died with this deep regret forever.
But then again I had promised you that I will never question no more. Or beg for anything. I will only wait till the day you come back to me; if you ever will or died without you when my times comes.
While it last, our time is the best for me. Loving you and being love by you gives me strength and new hope.
It might be a distance memories now, but in my heart you remains.
Sincerely.